Where to even begin with this post? I began writing a post about Teddy‘s fifth birthday last year at the beginning of May, that has remained firmly in my drafts folder ever since. The words just would not find their way onto the screen easily enough for me to find quite the right thing to say.  Six years feels really quite remarkable indeed. Six entire years where someone is missing from our daily life as it should have been.  Yet we seemed to mark the day with possibly the most unremarkable of days; ordinary even, but extraordinary all at the same time.